Fears:The future; how do I know I'm making the right decision, losing my mom
Annoyances: Hallway traffic, people who don't use their blinkers, people who think their entitled to things, people who make assumptions about black people, stupid people-there's a difference between doing something stupid and actually being stupid
Confusion: physics-I never know what I'm doing, life- teens aren't allowed to drink alcohol but yet we're expected to make life decisions in high school
Sorrows: My dad's death
Dreams: Bring something of value to the world, be successful, travel, be happy about what I'm doing
idiosyncrasies: eating cereal with a fork unless it's cinnamon toast crunch,
Risks:getting on the flight of fear at King's Island even though someone was injured on that ride
Beloved Possessions: leather bracelet my dad gave me
Problems: lack of consideration for others feelings, short-tempered
The Future. This is the most fearful and complex thing that I think about almost everyday. How do I know I'm making the right decision? How do I know this is what I'm suppose to do in life? Is the right career for me? Am I going to get bored with this in 5 years? Is this too risky? There are so many things that I question all the time and I give myself mini anxiety attacks about because we live this world of the unknown. We don't know what's going to happen and that scares me. I love the fact that I can wake up and not know what I'm going to that day but then I'm terrified because I don't know what's going to happen to me or friends and family. I already lost my dad unexpectedly I don't want that to be the case for my mom. This world of the unknown is perplexing and startling and I don't know how to deal with it. But I am excited for what it might bring to me.
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