Boo- Maddie Wheeler

This might be a little morbid or sad or depressing or whatever but it's more interesting to discuss how I'm scared of myself rather than how I'm scared of bridges, because who doesn't love a little self pity? I've struggled with anxiety for the better part of my life and that in itself is scary. I'm scared of freaking out over something small I'm scared of trying to chill myself out so much that I end up sitting in my room with chocolate and Netflix for the rest of my life I'm scared of what people will think if I have an anxiety attack in public I'm scared of my friends thinking it's too much of a burden I'm just scared. I'm scared of all the above and it's kinda hard. I know a lot of people have it a lot worse than me and I'm not one who complains. I usually suck it up and eat a cupcake. Being scared of yourself is a little bit healthy though isn't it. You should light such a fire in your soul and hear that you can scare people away just with your sheer positive outlook. That's what I do. Be scared of not being okay. Focus on the good because why would you focus on anything else? There is no good reason to not smile everyday. Suck it up and flash those pearly whites.